hippybngstockng | (no subject)

*sigh* it's happening again, and I just feel numb...

Tatsu, my little furry fat ass, took it upon himself to trim our new Lilly plant, and now is heading into Renal failure, just like my last little furry fat ass before him.

It was supposed to be the dog, and it was supposed to take a long time. Now it's that fucking cat... That force of destruction that I hate to love, and he's costing me another arm and another leg, and I am doing it all and I just feel empty and sick.

I don't think I am getting any more cats.

There's a chance they can save him, but I know how long that saving really lasts- there is no such thing as full recovery, he'll go the way Meerkat went, and he'll do it in the next 3 years, and he's even younger than Meer...

I miss my Meerkat. Still. I can't go through this anymore.

I can have cats and I can have plants but I can't have both.

I hate him for doing this to me. I hate me for asking for flowers. How could I have been so stupid.