Anxiety much?
Apr. 11th, 2006 10:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hippybngstockngI forgot to mention, had a couple really amusing anxiety dreams the last day or so- First one involved looking for places, and finding one that was basically okay, only to walk out the front door to some neighbours gathered around to see who was looking at the place. They decided they didn't like the look of us, and decided to start yelling, at length, about our hideousness. My reaction was to turn my back and walk away, mostly chuckling at it, but also a little disturbed by their enthusiasm.. It wouldn't be the first time I've been called ugly, but never with such intense vigour!
Second dream, which I know probably comes from reading![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
snowpea1980, had to do with owning my first bird, and doing a really crap-tastic job of it. See, I had neglected to get said bird a cage, so it was just nesting on top of a bookcase, and had hatched the tiniest little bird chick you'd ever seen, which of course proceeded to jump off the top of the very very high book case, and then, clearly unharmed, began bouncing all over the place making it impossible to catch (imagine something a little bigger than a lima bean, with the bouncing ability of a super-ball). Of course it was incredibly important that I try to be the one to catch the bird, instead of the kid, or worse, the cat...
Also, started reading my old Feng Shui book again, specifically to try to determine whether I am looking at the right kinds of things when I look at places, and discovered something else amusing about my anxiety.. My Nine Ki number is 3, which happens to be the centre number of this year. The centre is incredibly bad for decision making! I can debate and think about things until I am blue in the face (gee, who knew!) but any decisions I make will likely get reassessed in the following year, which is almost exactly the plan we had decided on, once I laid out the details as I saw them to Crash, and we finally came to a conclusion about how to handle this whole housing kerfuffle. Now I just wish I had read the damn thing last month before I went into brain lock!
PS, I might've found a place... More about that later.
Second dream, which I know probably comes from reading
snowpea1980, had to do with owning my first bird, and doing a really crap-tastic job of it. See, I had neglected to get said bird a cage, so it was just nesting on top of a bookcase, and had hatched the tiniest little bird chick you'd ever seen, which of course proceeded to jump off the top of the very very high book case, and then, clearly unharmed, began bouncing all over the place making it impossible to catch (imagine something a little bigger than a lima bean, with the bouncing ability of a super-ball). Of course it was incredibly important that I try to be the one to catch the bird, instead of the kid, or worse, the cat...Also, started reading my old Feng Shui book again, specifically to try to determine whether I am looking at the right kinds of things when I look at places, and discovered something else amusing about my anxiety.. My Nine Ki number is 3, which happens to be the centre number of this year. The centre is incredibly bad for decision making! I can debate and think about things until I am blue in the face (gee, who knew!) but any decisions I make will likely get reassessed in the following year, which is almost exactly the plan we had decided on, once I laid out the details as I saw them to Crash, and we finally came to a conclusion about how to handle this whole housing kerfuffle. Now I just wish I had read the damn thing last month before I went into brain lock!
PS, I might've found a place... More about that later.
