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Mar. 2nd, 2006 09:54 amAlta Vista's Babelfish is doing a crappy job of translating my anger for your amusement today*, so I guess I will have to find a way to share that won't involve y'all thinking I might have an affair because the husband wants to use my mother for ventilation. Funny, yes, but also completely untrue.
I'm having focus problems, the end result being too much focus, and sweating of small things. I think I need to take some days off caffeine. I've been really wired and angry, and my mom is about to show up. If I want to keep from biting her really hard, I'd best switch to herbal tea.
I realized one of those really dumb things I do this morning- I fight positive change that I fear my mother would try to take credit for, or say "I told you so" about, but that I am the one really refusing to give myself credit. Seriously. If she actually did try to take credit, or say I told you so, she and I both know she'd get a mouthful of her past she wouldn't enjoy about all the wonderful things she did that contributed to me being in this place, so there should really be nothing stopping me. I can do good things, and I can take the credit and be proud of myself, and blow it in her face if she tries to steal it from me, 'cuz yeah.. I can. huh.
*For those of you confused, or just joining my friends list, you should check out this post for an example of what I was trying to do-Clicky Thingy!
I'm having focus problems, the end result being too much focus, and sweating of small things. I think I need to take some days off caffeine. I've been really wired and angry, and my mom is about to show up. If I want to keep from biting her really hard, I'd best switch to herbal tea.
I realized one of those really dumb things I do this morning- I fight positive change that I fear my mother would try to take credit for, or say "I told you so" about, but that I am the one really refusing to give myself credit. Seriously. If she actually did try to take credit, or say I told you so, she and I both know she'd get a mouthful of her past she wouldn't enjoy about all the wonderful things she did that contributed to me being in this place, so there should really be nothing stopping me. I can do good things, and I can take the credit and be proud of myself, and blow it in her face if she tries to steal it from me, 'cuz yeah.. I can. huh.
*For those of you confused, or just joining my friends list, you should check out this post for an example of what I was trying to do-Clicky Thingy!