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hippybngstockngThe Red Sox won the World Series.... And Hell didn't even have to freeze over! I am glad I lived to see it- though you have to admit the game itself was a little anti-climactic.
"THAT HIT SUCKED! THE SOX WIN!"
Just after 86 years, you'd hope the bitter end would involve a big brutal battle of wills, extra innings.... fights.... explosions... I guess I wasn't feelin' it because I'm not a sports person. If it's not those CHOKERS from Seattle, I have a hard time getting excited.
I've been up for a while, and I need to get ready to go out. I probably won't be around much today, and I am starting into a seasonal shift so I don't know how much I will be around. period. I have both impulses to be around more and less. The house is really close to done right now- I want to post pictures, and might even slap together a silent movie tour with my little camera. It will be monstrous and huge to download, so I will put a link to it.
I also want to write lately- I keep wanting to do the Nano thingy but I would have to make both Crash and K put their whole lives aside for the most part and bear with me for an entire month. And if I don't finish the thing I will get all pissy at myself, and we know that's not good for anyone. I sort of want to promise myself I will do it next year, but I feel like if I say that it won't happen- next year I will probably have a job because K will be getting closer to Kindergarten so I will probably be putting him in day care more regularly so he can get a handle on it.
Speaking of which- he really IS getting a handle on a lot of things. I catch him putting toys away sometimes! He also sings along with people, and is joining me in activities and listening a lot more. Interacting is still a 50/50 depending on his mood and the topic... But he's paying more attention to his surroundings and talking more- saying hello to things mostly, but people get spoken to as well which is progress. He never even noticed them before if there were enough cool cars or buses around, which is basically all Toronto is to him, a big novelty ride.
But anyway, I just don't know- I'm scared. I don't think I can do it, especially if I am supposed to start from scratch. That's a lotta words... I also have this nasty almost OCD need to edit as I go, I would worry I would spend too much time on it and then not finish anyway.
Crap. gotta go.
"THAT HIT SUCKED! THE SOX WIN!"
Just after 86 years, you'd hope the bitter end would involve a big brutal battle of wills, extra innings.... fights.... explosions... I guess I wasn't feelin' it because I'm not a sports person. If it's not those CHOKERS from Seattle, I have a hard time getting excited.
I've been up for a while, and I need to get ready to go out. I probably won't be around much today, and I am starting into a seasonal shift so I don't know how much I will be around. period. I have both impulses to be around more and less. The house is really close to done right now- I want to post pictures, and might even slap together a silent movie tour with my little camera. It will be monstrous and huge to download, so I will put a link to it.
I also want to write lately- I keep wanting to do the Nano thingy but I would have to make both Crash and K put their whole lives aside for the most part and bear with me for an entire month. And if I don't finish the thing I will get all pissy at myself, and we know that's not good for anyone. I sort of want to promise myself I will do it next year, but I feel like if I say that it won't happen- next year I will probably have a job because K will be getting closer to Kindergarten so I will probably be putting him in day care more regularly so he can get a handle on it.
Speaking of which- he really IS getting a handle on a lot of things. I catch him putting toys away sometimes! He also sings along with people, and is joining me in activities and listening a lot more. Interacting is still a 50/50 depending on his mood and the topic... But he's paying more attention to his surroundings and talking more- saying hello to things mostly, but people get spoken to as well which is progress. He never even noticed them before if there were enough cool cars or buses around, which is basically all Toronto is to him, a big novelty ride.
But anyway, I just don't know- I'm scared. I don't think I can do it, especially if I am supposed to start from scratch. That's a lotta words... I also have this nasty almost OCD need to edit as I go, I would worry I would spend too much time on it and then not finish anyway.
Crap. gotta go.
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Date: 2004-10-28 06:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-28 11:23 am (UTC)And hey, the Mariners aren't THAT bad.
Are they?
*laugh*